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This world, this world is cold, But you dont, you dont have to go. You`re feeling sad you`re feeling lonley, but no one seems to care.Your mother`s gone and your father hits you. This pain cannot bare. But we all bleed the same way as you do. And we all have the same things to go through... Hold on if you feel like letting go. Hold on it gets better as you than you know. The days you say they`re way to long, and your nights, you cant sleep at all. And you`re not sure looking for, but you dont want to know more. And you`re not sure what your waiting for, but you dont want to know more. We all have the same things to go through, Hold On if you feel like letting go, Hold on.. its gets better than you know. Dont stop looking, you`re one step closer, sdont stop searching, its not over, .. Hold on.. What are you looking for?... what are you waiting for? Do you know, what your doing to me? Go ahead.. What are you waiting for, Hold on if you feel like letting go. Hold on.. it gets better than you know. Dont stop looking you`re one step closer, dont stop searching it`s not over... Hold on....
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EMOTIONLESS
Hey Dad, I`m writing to you, Not to tell you, that i still hate you, just to ask you how you feel... And how we fell apart, and how this fell apart. are you happy out there in this great wide world? do u think about your sons? do you miss your little girl? when you lay your head down, How do you sleep at night, do you even wonder if were alright? We`re alright, we`re alright... It`s been a long hard road without you by myside. Why wernt you there the night we cried? you broke my mothers heart, you broke your children for life, It`s not okay, but we`re alright, I remeber that days you were a hero in my eyes, but those are just a long lost memory of mine, I spent so many years learning how to survive Now im writing just to let you know I`m still alive. The days i spent so, cold so hungry, were full of hate. I was so angry, these scars run deep inside this tattooed body, theres things I`ll take to my grave, But I`m okay, I`m okay, It`s been a long hard road without you by my side. why wern`t you there the nights that we cried? you broke my mother`s heart you broke your children for life, it`s not okay, but we`re alright, i remember the days you were a hero in my eyes, but those were just a long lost memory of mine, Now I`m writing just to let you know I`m still alive... And sometimes, I forgive, yeah and this time, I`ll admit, That i miss you, said i miss you...It`s been a long hard road without you by myside, Why wern`t you there all the nights we cried? It`s not okay, but we`re alright, i remember the days you were a hero in my eyes, but thos are just a long lost memory of mine Now im writing just to let you know im sill alive... And sometimes I forgive, Yeah and this time, I`ll admit.. That I miss you, I miss you... Hey Dad
THE CHRONICLES OF LIFE AND DEATH
You come in cold, you`re covered in blood. They`re all so happy you arrived, the doctor cuts your cord, hands you to your mom, she sets you free into this life. But where do you go, with no destination, no map to guide you. Wouldnt you know, that it doesnt matter.. We all end up the same. These are the chronivles of life and death and everything between, These are the stories of out lives as fictional as they may seem. You come in this world, and you go out just the same,Today could be the best day of your life. Money talks, in this world. Thats what idiots will say, but you`ll find out that this world, is just an idiots parade.. Before you go, you`ve got some questions and you want answers. But now you`re old cold covered in blood, right back to where you started from. These are the chronicles of life and death and everything between, These are the stories of our lives as fictional as they may seem, you come in this world, and you go out just the same, Today could be the worst day of your life. These are the chronicles of life and death and everything between, these are the stories of your lives as fictional as they may seem. You come in this world, and you go out just the same. Today would be the best day of, today could be the worst day of, today could be the last day of your life... It`s your life... Your life
THE TRUTH
So here we are. We are aone. Theres weight on your mind, And i want to know Truth, if this is how you feel. Say it to me. If this was ever real. I want the truth Give me the truth, even if it hurts me. I want the truth from you, Give me the truth, even if it hurts me.... I want the truth. So this is you. You`re talking to me. You found a million ways to let me down so I`m not hurt when your not around I was blind. But now I see, This is how you feel. Just say it to me. If this was ever real. I want the truth from you. Give me the truth, Even if it hurts me. I want the truth. I know that this will break me I know that this might make me cry, Gotta say whats on your mind on your mind. I know that this will hurt me, and break my soul inside I dont wanna live this lie... I want the truth from you Give me the truth, even if it hurts I dont care no more no, Just give me the truth, Give me the truth, Give me the truth cause i dont care no more Just give me the truth, give me the truth, Cause i dont care no more no. Give me the truth, cause i dont care no more no
MY BLOODY VALENTINE
Oh my love, please dont cry... I`ll wash my bloody hands and we`ll start a new life. I ripped out, his throat and called you on the telephone to take off, my disquise, just in time to hear you cry. When you mourn the death of your bloody valentine. The night he died. Youu mouned the death of your bloody valentine, one last time. Oh my love, plz dont cry, I`ll wah my bloody hands and we`ll start a new life. I dont know much at all i dont know wrong from right. All I know is that i love you tonight. There were, police and, flashing lights the rain came down so hard that night. The headlines read "A lover died" no tell-tale heart was left to find When you, mourn the death of my bloody valentine, the night he died. You mouned the death of your bloody valentine, one last time saying, Oh my love please dont cry. I`ll wash my bloody hands and we`ll start a new life. I dont know much at all, I dont know wrong from right, all I know is that i love you tonight...tonight.... He dropped you off I followed him home, Then I stood ouside his bedroom window. Standing over him he begged me not to do, what I knew I had to do Cause I`m so in love with you! Oh my love, Please dont cry, I`ll wash my bloody hands and we`ll start a new life. I dont know much at all i dont know wrong from right. All I know is that I love you tonight..
THE DAY THAT I DIE
One day I woke up, I woke up knowing today is the day i will die. Cashdogg was barking, went to the park and enjoyed it one last time. Called my mother, told her I loved her and I begged her not to cry. I wrote a letter, said I`d miss her, and I signed that goodbye... You know the happiest day of my life, I swear the happiest day of my life is the day that i died. Cn you feel the cold tonight, It sets in but thats alright. Darkness falls I`m letting go. All alone but I feel fine. We took a drive and, we drove through DC. to see the places we lived. Long conversations, we talked to old friends and all the things that we did. Summer nights, drunken fights, mistakes we made did we live it right? You know the happiest day of my life. I swear the happiest day of my life is the day that i died. Can you feel the cold tonight? It sets in but that`s alright. Darkness falls I`m letting go all alone but I feel fine. You know the happiest day of my life. I know the happiest day of my life. I swear the happiest day of my life.. Is the day that i died. Can you feel the cold tonight? It sets in but thats alright. Darkness falls, I`m letting go. All alone but i feel just fine. Did i live it right? I hope I lived it right. I know I lived it right. (Day that I died) Did I live it right? I hope i lived it right. I know I lived it right.
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